A : Wat im trying to achieve is total happiness from all of us. we need to look back. thats all
S : i noe and we all want to..but..theres a point where secrets r not meant to be told..n certain things shud b stled by urself
A : No man is an island
S : i do noe of it wif ful undrstdg..yet its a secret...thes tings kept silence for make it better
A : But if the same problem arises n ppl making fuss over it, then it wud be useless
S : Maybe its his character to b like dat..n if like da prob arises again..maybe we shud concntrate more on tiny tings, coz if he wont talk about it, he wont
S : Owh, how wud u react if sumone betrays his promises..and wud u turn away from us for sumtink more or les importnt?
A : Nope.bf4ene is wat ive..dont mention leaving or breaking
S : I noe u make a stronghold for our bond n u wont let it go as how much tests given to the bond..but when sumone break a promise, doesnt it hurts??
A : U mean me?? which??
S : Any promise to anyone that u have made..not specifically to one of us
A : B specific like u told me so. n it differs from person to person
S : The point is about da promise..wud u be differ to difrent person?.. n how wud u feel for braking a promise? a general Q..non specific k??
A : Yup. diff person, diff priority. my feeling? dissapointed? yes. regret? no
S : owh..now i noe wat promise meant 4 u
A : I wont promise sumthin i cant do. with **** ill make it true. with u, i knw tat i made a promise.with *****, none so far
S : Bt u hv did sumtink u cant do..how wud the person bear with such promise hoping tjat it wil last bt been broken in the middle way..hmm
A : It will come true, not now. later...
S : w8..how u hv made dat promise..n wat r da situation or terms u had promise back?..its not about it wil come true..is dat the content of the promise
A : In tat, i admit i wasnt ready but i tried to force myself to accept and change. i want to be clear.it''ll take time
S : Bt promise made to those realy ready and acept. isnt promise is sumtink dat 'suci'. it ties between d people giving and acepting d promise..once broken considered sold
A : I thought i was ready. n i have yopu guys to make me feel so. once ur not 'physically' here with me, its as ive no hope of keeping it 'suci'
S : i noe its hard to let tat ting go..bt y u wud tink tat only us fizikaly around u wud hold dat promise..da promise too have body n soul beyond our senses
A : i knw. im weak. tats y i need u guys. i search for you guys to help me. if you guys r willing. the more probs ive, the heavier it feels for me to tell u guys but even so, i knw no one can undrstnd me better. im sorry to have burden u, **** n *****
S : Lets mistakes b the tcer to us..i too oftenly makes mistkes..yet promises r d ting dt really big enough 2 hold..n needs mturity to hold it..n i hope i didnt make any
A : But tell me..Who wud u search if uve prob?
S : Firstly to my mom..n i rather make it subjective so when i get the point..i could nyway or sumhow corect da probs..tho to frenz too i wid do tat..hbu?
A : None but u guys. idk t**. ive made frens here n there but none could i fine similar to u guys. i wanted to tell *****, i did but his answers are on border between yes and no and sometimes he just ignore it
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