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We did some minor hang out yesterday, though ade yang tak dapat ikut serta coz of he's MAYBE disconnecting from us. or sort bz at the moment. But anyway, semalam memamng satu hari yang tak dijangka sebab I was thinking that the last week here at my hometown, kitorag takkan kluar kowt. Yeah, i understand, sebab ramai yang dah bz nak siapkan semua bende nak pulang balik kat Dunia U mereka masing2 kan. So, I don't hope for more, and I really understand the situation right now. Jadi aku tak nak lah kacau dorg, lagipon my handphone was out of credit. So i just silent myself as they were to me.

So, semalam memg niat hati nak pegi Time Square alone jer for cari barang2, but I was been asked by one of my junior for a hang out. So aku terime pelawaan die, lagipon die bawak gak membe die, and also Intan agreeing to join us. We're suppose to have a 'date' at 12, but Am kna tunggu lak member die kat setiawangsa. Waktu tuh aku dah halfway dah nak sampi BTS, so aku terus jer pegi.

Setibenye aku kat BTS, aku meroyan lah dulu, yelah kang dah beli barang kang, bosan lah plak tak taw nak buat paper, so aku just made my window shopping sambil tunggu mamat2 tuh datang. Then received a call for them, and I met them, rupenyer si Am nieyh tunggu Nizam, and another guy. Well, first thought i know he's a friend of Nizam. But aku ngan org baru mmg tak pandai nak converse. So aku tak salam die mule2 (jahat kan aku, sory lah kawan Nizam, aku lupe lak nme die)

Kitorg pon rush lah nak pegi Low Yat, kawan nizam nak beli sumtink kat sner, aku pon menghala ke arah yang sama. Kitorg jalan dalam Low Yat tuh habes dah berpusing2, aku mmg lah lemah sikit dalam Low Yat tuh, then aku nak tunjukkan kat Am tempat aku beli hard disk murah, so aku terpisah ngan geng Nizam, sebab kawan dier tuh nak beli Adobe nyer disk. Then aku pusing2, tak jumpe pon kedai tuh, ntah mner tah aku pon lupe. Then aku terus terjah one IT center and dapat lah jumpe earphone yang ku nak ngan harga Murah. RM 30 jer.

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Pastuh, dorg nak jejalan kat Sungei Wang, aku folo, dorg nak cari Nokia Center, tapi jumpe tempat tuh, suruh pegi sini, dah pegi kat sini suruh pegi kat sana, PONING dah kitorg, so decide nak pegi trus kat Pavillion, ade satu center gak kat sner. Menapak lah ktorg, jumpe macam2 org, pakai seluar macam, hahaha.. Then dah sampai kat center tuh, die suruh gak plak pegi kat Depn B plaza. Hisyh, rupenyer tuh bukan customer center, tu jual handphone jer. Wakakak, pening lagi ktorg.

Then, mule2 nak tgok wayang, but aku mmg tak nak tgok pon, bawak duit sikit jer sbnrnyer. Tetibe Amar tepon, die dah sampai dah, so aku pon tinggalkan dorg, sebab aku dah cakap awal2 yang aku mmg nak hangout ngan kawan aku niyh. So dorg pon p lah ke GSC, aku terus meluru jumpe Amar yang tengah menunggu dengan memakai gaya lama nye, spek mata bingkai putih. haha. Mulelah perjalanan mencari baju yang Amar nak cari, so Berexpidisi ktorg kat Parkson, but Amar tak jadi nak beli, then Hariz kol, ktorg terus meluru plak balik ke Time Square. Jumpe die kat sner..

Asal mintak nak tunggu kat depan Kenny Roger, and suppose ktorg nak prank die, but unfortunately die jumpe ktorg dulu, so aku pon terpaksalah buat borak2 ngan Amar. Hisyh, laju jer budak tuh punyer mate. hahaha. Then ktorg had some ais krim, Gelato is the right word actually. Then pegi toilet sat, sebb aku nak memerut (kesian dorg kna tunggu, padahal aku nyer perut buat trick or treat lak, so tak jadi nak buat pelaburan)..

Then pegi F.O.S, cari gak baju tak de, pegi Romp, Amar tak nak gak, dorg pegi beli some bread kat dalam kedai Bread Story, amar dah lapaq sgt tu. Then we had our way to Jusco wangsa Maju, cari gak baju untuk amar, tapi die tak nak gak, then dorg pi lah makan kat tenpayaki sedangkan aku tak makan, sbb aku mmg tak dpt nak telan kerna perut ku masih meragam. Sory guys ;(. Then ktorg terus balik, nak anta amar kat LRT wangsa maju, but got some spices added before the leaving, had some conversation that suppose we had done, but maybe bukan masa. Then Amar pegi, aku ngan Hariz jer dalam kereta tuh. Got a bit talk in the car till he get a phone kol. So, aku mmg niat nak jalan kaki balik. But die insist on nak anta aku blik. But aku tak taw knpe aku being rude and rough to him out of sudden. (But i think he noes actually). So die turunkan aku near at Plaza Idaman.

Owh damn, that was seriously a SHITTEST ending i had made to him for a day that maybe i think we never got to have. I was a fool to act that way, or maybe carried away with things talked in that car. I ask for his forgiveness and he accepted it. But I noe that moment cant be forgotten, and when i say the words in that tone, i actually see his face with that SOME expression on it. And i noe, it is bad with what had i did to him last nyte. Oh GOD, why i always to be the reason for all this misunderstanding and misguidance. I feel ashame of myself for what i have done to those guys. and i am unforgivable actually.